I couldn't remember the password to my old aim account so I made a new one - circafoxaroo. That really sucks though since now I lost most of my contact names. Now to work on rebuilding that list :P.

Micheal Jackson just died after going into cardiac arrest. WTF mate!

Well, where do I start. Its been quite a long time since I have been on this site, but I realized just how much I miss staying in contact with everyone (FA just doesnt cut it sometimes). I moved out to Seattle, WA now and I haven't looked back yet ^^. Its quite beautiful out here and its definently a big change of scenary then the Chicagoland area. Its weird to see mountains all around. So far I got a job working for Kohl's, OH BOY (ultimate sarcasm), but hey, a job is a job right? I'm living in an apartment with my mate and two other furs who are good friends of ours. So far, our front door might as well be a revolving door with all the furs and fur friendly's coming and going. Its nice to meet new ppl but lately I have been feeling a little overwhelmed, and I keep feeling like I just don't fit into the group. I certain with more time things will feel more homely but for now all I can do is sigh and keep trying.

Lately I've been trying to put together a metal band, but I know how much work that can be and I am in know way trying to rush anything. Today I actually wrote most of a song that I am actually proud of :D! Once, if I do finish it, I will put up either a copy of the song or possibly put a video up on youtube (no promises).

Well, anyway, if I dont get up now there going to leave me behind and I really don't want to miss this party XD! Cha for now.

Sry, you dont have to watch it, this is more for my self as a follow up from the last post.

( The explanation, if you could call it that )

How much shit is this so call "psychic median" Blossom Goodchild going to get from this false prediction. Today is the 14th of October, in "our" year of 2008, and of course nothing happened. For those of you who haven't heard of this growing internet phenomenon, according to this lady, beings calling themselves "The Federation of Light" are supposed to make themselves known to our race today. I for one chose to want to believe this being that I honestly have seen things in our sky that I truly believe to be other worldly. Once I figured out that this Blossom person was a median I lost most of my hope then and there. But now being the day, and nothing has happened yet, I really want to know what will become of this so called psychic. Also, soooooo many ppl who chose to bet money on this, wow, they deserve to be out that money, whether they come or not since its one thing to want to believe and another to make money off of something more times than not is a hoax. This is the link to the message spoken to her right here http://www.blossomgoodchild.com/BGthemessage.html. I would say that you should think it over and make your own decision but theres no time now for today is the day! Lol

Finally, after working 7 days in a row, I have the weekend off. Lol, Im already getting drunk. Oh, because of work I most likely will not be making MFM this year (sucks hardcore hooker tits) unless some miracle graces me. Fucking responsibility, when are you ever going to meet your cousin immature.

I really want to get some of those Powerizer pogo shoes (http://www.powerizerz.com/buynow.html). The only problem is the cheapest I can find them was on ebay for a buy it now of 300. I figure this is my best option but if anyone knows of anything thats up to par and cheaper, or maybe even someone selling some for cheaper, please let me know. Ive got big plans if I can afford it XD!

I hate getting angry cuz I always seem to hurt myself! I honestly have been having this strong urge to wanna go back home, and when I say home I dont mean shitty gate apartments. Why is it true that you dont realize how much youll miss a place untill your actually gone. As much as I wanted to get out of there and move here, Im now GREATLY regretting it. Dont get me wrong, things with Fritz are still dandy, but I cant stand this area, ESPECIALLY these apartments. And I really cant stand the fucking mexican maintenance due ch and all the apartment staffs shit eating grins. FUCK YOU. As soon as we move out, Im coming back to trash the place.

So get this. This morning, around 4:23ish, the door to the gas station opened. I clicked my head up instantly from its previous pose of face against counter, and it turns out to be a girl I had met about a week and a half prior because she came to my work and sat from 1:30, until I drove her and her friend home at 6 (a.m. mind you). She had also brought her friend along (some young wigger looking kid who seemed really down to earth). But anyway, this girls pretty wicked, in a good way, ya know :P, and it reminds me a lot of someone I know back in Michigan named Katie (Kitty Hooves, aka Hoooooovah *giggles* sorry, inside joke).

The first thing she does is beam at me and say "Come outside and lets talk*. So I through on my retarded reflective vest and joined them outside. It was nice to talk to her again. Shes one of those people who can make you feel happy in any situation. This is when the shit gets fucked up though.

Not even five minutes out the door, a police officer cruises around the corner and pulls right up in front of us, and stops dude. They never stop! I honestly could care less at this point cuz I'm doing my job. He asks if he can see our ID's and I was the first to approach the car since the other two didn't have or didn't want to show this officer their ID. The officer told me he didn't need to see mine and that they obviously looked younger (Kelsie, which I should have mentioned her name by now, looks like shes about 20). Well, then he took down their so called names, which I noticed Kelsie told the truth and her friend is now known as Donald Perkins lmao, this dude must love to pleasure himself. As I watched I began to pick up the noticeable cig butts on the ground and other garbage, and the cop freaked out. He turned around and said "You must really like walking behind me" like what the hell does that mean, especially when his back was facing the the road and gas pumps.

I then just went inside and started straightening up the store, and as I was doing this I would notice more and more cops joining the party outside. So I decided to just go sit in my booth and shut the locking door to it.the problem is the booth literally has a window right where the 5 pigs where now searching them heavily. They were pulling out things from their pockets and putting them on the ledge as I listened to the clank 2 feet away from my head. I recongnized and nice, pretty big bag of weed as the cop inspected it. Then, the first pig on the job, came inside and asked me if I wanted to hold on to there weapons for them. Dude I kid you not there were like 5 knives, 1 butterfly, and a shit ton of razors. His reason for asking this was because he said we looked pretty buddy buddy out side. What I told him was just because youve only seen someone once before doesnt mean you should treat them any worse than you'd want to be treated. He excepted that I didnt really know them and left. I had only 15 minutes of work left and more pigs keep showing up including a female to search Kelsie, where she pulled a bag of sorts out of her pants dude. 30 more minutes of stupid shit like that and Im finally walking out the door to my car. I still could not honestly tell you how disheartening it was to see someone who 50 minutes ago I imagined could never get sad, give you that look like you just know everything is over, goodbye.

Sometimes it might just take a little while to get that break in your life. Sometimes that break just never comes. As for me, I'm still tired dispite waking up around 4 pm. I think something might be wrong with my concience.

So, I have a conspiracy theory for you. For those of you who haven't seen the movie Idiocracy, its pretty much of about the future of mankind's IQ in 500 years being an average of 70. They have TV shows like "OW, MY BALLS" (which is funny because isn't there already a show like that over in England or whatever) and channels like the Violence Channel (Spike TV for "men"). Ppl can also get there law degree at Costco (Which is massive and spans for 100s of miles). A beverage company called Brawndo made it rich, giving them enough to buy out the FDA giving them the ability to say whatever they wanted to sell there product.`In this movie they have pretty much taken control of the world.

Me and my wolf were just watching a show on VH1; that channel right there is making us dumb, and were watching celebrities burning 1.0 million dollars or buying 15,00 dollar dog houses. And just like an hour ago we seriously saw a television show called "I Love Money!" almost directly quoted from the movie!?!? Isn't it true that something like 1 billion ppl watch TV at least sometimes. The fact that these shows are getting even dumber and reality TV shows are growing rapidly only proves that not enough ppl are complaining. Obviously we won't have to worry about that so much because anyone who reads this won't be alive in 150 years even.

The thing that kinda amuses me in a way is that now Brawndo is actually out in select stores as an energy drink and its slowly spreading to more from what I've seen. It's more than likely that its advertisement for the movie right? Well then why is it almost if not 2 years later after the movie. Its true what they say in the movie, natural selection doesn't count for us anymore.

Leaving for AC at 6:30 tomorrow morning, WOOOOOOHOOOOOO Im extremely excited.